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I smile when they say that to me. It's as if they want to have a conversation with me and fear my finicky attention span may take away all my interest in them. So I smile yet again and nod my head. "I am here - right here." is what I try to say to them by my smiling and nodding. "I am looking at you two and I want to talk to you."
That makes them look at each other and shake their legs in anticipation. Perhaps, in excitement as well. They have a whole lot to heave out of their chests and I play eager student to their professorial act. Of course, I do make it seem to them as if it's a soothing afternoon in a cafe by the most exquisitely manicured park. This park sits by a blue lake in front of those misty mountains my imagination always runs to. I face the windows that tell me of the grand view the mountains and the lake paint and I, in turn, tell the two I am idling time with.
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We keep talking, and we keep ordering coffee. Cups and cups of it with the cream doing a dance of the mushiest design on their surfaces. It's the afternoon you see. The cafe owner has left the door open for a loving breeze to walk in, and the Sun has just about started to sprinkle the cool shadows in the park with happy shiny spots of warmth.
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Half an hour later, I have had my fill of nightmares and scenes that lie somewhere amidst twilight, reality, and bitter perfumes. I swim out of the pond and wake up to find my coffee there with the cream crumpled into a heap. In another heap on a saucer are paper napkins shaped like balls of rough drafts in the bin. A little away from the table are the seats - empty and impressed upon.
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Nor do I know where they have gone either. They might have walked down the street to shop at the mall or may have caught a cab and gone back to the places they came from - I don't know.
All I do know is that a sheet of paper taps its dog ears impatiently on the ribs of a book. The sheet's white with rage and empty, and so is my head...
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